im still the optimist though it is hard

no money, need shoulder surgery, got strep, medicine for strep gave me some mouth infection, landlords taking me to court, mom  wants money for me to live with her, still no money. fuckkkkkk.

went from one job to three in a matter of days and now i have no idea what town to live in this summer.

sorry matty v if i took your phone charger. drunk packing in five minutes at 8am made me pack the wrong phone charger the wrong computer charger, not a single pair of underwear because clearly i forgot i wasn’t wearing any either. no shirts just two sweatshirts when apparently its 100 degrees in mass and no forms of money. wooo should be a stellar week in mass.

i waited a while for that, of course it’d happen the day before i went to mass.

i fucked up this whole year, ain’t that the truth.

this post goes out to darby. hes always funny and fun. he was the only one who came and picked me up when i was puking at work and he brought me home and gave me weed. that was the best part of my weekend and i was puking the whole time so from there you could probably assume how the rest of my weekend went.

goddamn i officially hate everyone. 

tell me you want to hang out, then tell me you want a bj, not really the way into my heart or even into my pants for that matter. gonna have tuh come up with some better moves benny boy cause as of right now im not too pleased with you.

i feel like death but last night made up for my lack of good nights minus the part where ben puked everywhere.

maybe there is a god.